2009 Retreat Reflections
How did God Connect with you at Retreat this
year? Through Toni or Margie or other friends? Through the beauty
of His nature at Cascades Camp? Through the worship music? If you
have a retreat story to share, we'd love to hear from you:
chair@npc-cwm.org.
Praise! Praise God For the Tricky, Troublesome Ticket Items in Life!
Pray the Word of God! Pray it again.
by Suzann McLamb (Crossroads Covenant Church, Burlington)
Adoration
Will wonders ever cease? No -- not a chance because You -- my God and
the ultimate Creator - are omnipresent and everlasting! I see you at work
in the my sisters doing wondrous things with their lives. You are so near
to some they can't even see You there with them. I know because I see You
shining from their lives. You embody Your people with wonder, and wonders
never cease! Your love will never cease and THAT is a wonder!
Confession
I confess in the stark trials of life that I forget to wonder at You and
your greatness and power to overcome every heartache, every nuisance, every
dish in the sink. No problem is so small or so big that you will not
champion for Your daughter. I forget to ask for Your help as I try to
move a mountain of laundry or carry a loss that is simply too big for any mere
human to life alone. For my omission of claiming Your sufficiency, I ask
Your forgiveness. For sheltering my hurts and insecurities with that
great pride of believing that I am the only one in existence who can understand
my own woes, I plead your mercy and invite you in. If the joy of the Lord
is supposed to be my strength, I have too long dragged along this long chain of
sorrows and vices. For this too, I apologize and return the key to unlock
it back to You.
Thanksgiving
And I wait ... and I wonder ... and I welcome ... and I thank You my dear
Father for being everything I will ever need. I thank You for the
indescribable wonder of You. I thank you for my trials purposed to lead
me to perseverance which works on my maturity. I see my trials allow You
to work at completing me. I don't like it so much -- who likes being
uncomfortable? But I am thankful for everything that draws me into an
image that is closer to a reflection of You. I am immensely thankful for
the sisterhood of believers and their vulnerability. I see You in each of
them as You color them in with the darker hues of trial and the brighter shades
of joy. They are gorgeous and I am grateful You Art.
Supplication
I ask You to key into our locked up sins and burdens and lives in general
and set these captives free. I ask for Your divine intimacy to be sensed by
each sister in remarkably personal ways. I ask You to have Your way with
each of us. I ask for the joy of You to fill each of us to overflowing so we
have the strength to bear the intensity of Your love. I ask You to write
each of our stories with wild abandon and draw us with great depth. I ask
for a hungering desire to consume Your Word. I ask for our praise to burn as
heady incense of wonderment that lifts straight into Your throne room. I ask
for our will to be Your will as we make choices to delight our King. I ask
for deep friendships and daily belly-laughs to conquer the loneliness of
womanhood and solitude with You to achieve the deep cleansing breath of peace
and healing we each desire.
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